Tag: Queer Gothic

  • Author’s Note

    Pyres of the Patriarchy is a ritual of words, fire, and defiance. It honors those who resisted, those who were silenced, and those who still carry the courage of rebellion in their veins. Salem’s shadows and flickering flames become a lens to see the power, rage, and liberation in claiming what the world tried to take away. This poem is both homage and invocation—a call to rise, to burn away chains, and to celebrate the sacred fire that refuses to be tamed.

    Rowan Evans


    Illustration of witches rising from burning pyres under a moonlit sky, symbolizing feminist rebellion and sacred fire.
    Not for vengeance — for devotion.

    Pyres of the Patriarchy
    Poetry by Rowan Evans

    In Salem’s darkened heart, the night exhales,
    and shadows twist like ink in candlelight.
    Whispers coil around bones,
    around lungs, around my pulse—
    curses pressed to lips
    that tremble with memory and rage.

    The witches rise.
    Not silent. Not broken.
    Their eyes burn with histories
    too long ignored.
    Their hands trace the edges of power
    that was stolen,
    that was denied,
    that we take back
    with every heartbeat, every breath.

    The pyres flare,
    and the chains writhe in their heat.
    Patriarchy bends, fractures, collapses,
    its ash swirling into moonlight,
    into the smoke of everything they told us
    we could never be.

    No more the quiet screams
    that haunted hallways
    we were told to shrink inside.
    No more the weight of “never enough.”
    We kneel in fire.
    We rise in flame.
    We are the storm they feared
    and the hymn they could not silence.

    From shackled wrists,
    from charred stakes,
    from every whispered lie,
    we rise.
    We rise,
    and the night bends with us,
    carries our laughter
    through every darkened room,
    through every shadow left unclaimed.

    I feel it in my chest—
    their power in me,
    their defiance in my hands.
    The fortress of the old world trembles,
    crumbles,
    and we dance
    in the embers of what they called impossible.

    A new dawn blooms in Salem’s bones.
    The pyres burn bright,
    not for vengeance,
    but for devotion:
    to our shadows,
    to our fire,
    to the witches we always were
    and always will be.


    If you’re interested in more poetry, you can find it here → [The Library of Ashes]

  • Author’s Note

    Dear Reader,

    This chapter is not gentle. It is the heat after the spark, the ache that lingers when devotion carves itself into the skin. Here, the line between surrender and strength blurs until it is almost unbearable.

    What you will read is both intimate and dangerous, a communion of vulnerability and power. It is not absence that defines this space, but presence—fierce, consuming, inescapable. Step carefully, step willingly, and know that what marks you will not fade.

    The fire is no longer waiting. It is here.


    A gothic chapel interior lit by dying candles, a dominant woman smoking as a kneeling figure bows before her.
    Scorchmarks linger long after the fire fades.

    Of Ashes & Reverence


    Chapter Three
    Scorchmarks

    The candles had burned low.
    Wax pooled like blood in hollowed glass.
    And still, she hadn’t let me go.

    Her fingers traced constellations across my back—marks no one else would ever see, but I’d always feel. She whispered in a language that didn’t belong to this century, or this world. And I answered in moans, in gasps, in silence.

    I knelt there long after her weight left my lap.

    The silence between us wasn’t absence. It was worship. It was the air before lightning strikes.

    She lit another cigarette with the flame of one still burning. She smoked like a queen after war, victorious and amused, watching me from the altar steps with that impossible mouth.

    “I should break you,” she said.

    Not as a threat. Not even as a promise.
    Just an idea she was turning over like a stone in her palm.

    “You already have,” I replied.

    She smirked. “No, little flame. You broke yourself, the moment you chose me.”

    A long drag. Smoke curled from her lips like prayer. “And gods, how I love that.”

    She stood and walked to me barefoot, her steps echoing louder than they should on old stone. She lifted my chin with two fingers. Her touch didn’t tremble, but mine did.

    “You think this makes you weak,” she said.

    I didn’t answer.
    She didn’t need me to.

    Her gaze was a blade. “But tell me—what kind of strength do you think it takes to offer yourself completely?”

    Silence again.
    Not empty. Full.

    Her hand cupped the side of my face, her thumb brushing under my eye like I was a statue she was remaking in her image. “You are stronger than they know. Even when you’re sobbing for me, crawling for me, begging to be torn apart—especially then.”

    My breath hitched. Her truth always cut deeper than cruelty ever could.

    She pressed her forehead to mine.
    Soft. Intimate. Final.

    “I could love you,” she whispered.

    The words stabbed more than soothed.

    I don’t know if she meant them.
    I don’t think I want to know.

    Because if she did, I might never survive her.


    Closing Note

    The scorchmarks remain long after the candles gutter out. What was given here cannot be taken back—only carried forward, deeper into flame, deeper into ruin, deeper into reverence.

    Lilith and Gabriel’s bond is sharpening, moving beyond hunger into truth-telling and transformation. Each word spoken, each silence endured, is a scar that sings.

    The next chapter will not soothe. It will sear. And once marked, there is no turning back.

    —Rowan Evans


    Of Ashes & Reverence

    Chapter One | The Chapel
    Enter the ruined chapel where shadows breathe and desire burns. Chapter One of “Of Ashes & Reverence” introduces Gabriel and Lilith in a hauntingly intimate, Neo-Gothic world where love, pain, and devotion intertwine.

    Chapter Two | The First Spark
    The first sparks of desire ignite between Lilith and Gabriel. A chapter of observation, fascination, and sacred chaos where glances and gestures become incendiary. Step into a world of shadows, fire, and devotion.