The Library of Ashes
Here, every poem is a smoldering page — whispered confessions, soft ruins, and sacred rage. Wander newest to oldest.
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A Conspiracy of Selves | Grimoires of the Luminous Heretic by Rowan Evans
Explore the fourfold chorus within, where laughter, panic, and sacred mischief converge. “A Conspiracy of Selves” traces the secret lives of voices living inside one body—an immersive Neo-Gothic exploration of identity and self.
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Since I Was Thirteen (Fluent in Survival) – Rowan Evans Poetry
A reflective poem about learning survival before learning to live, exploring the weight of dread, the heaviness of the body, and finding fluency in resilience.
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Shadows and Stars — A Neo-Gothic Love Poem About Imperfect Souls Orbiting Together
A darkly tender love poem about two imperfect souls who fit together in the shadows—not by saving or fixing one another, but by orbiting side-by-side in honesty, devotion, and celestial intimacy.
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Not Used to This – A Poem About Patience, Trauma, and Intimacy
“I’m not used to this. I’m used to doors closing… I’m not used to someone staying, leaning into the spaces I’ve long left empty.” A poem exploring mirrored traumas, patience, and the quiet intimacy of being truly seen.
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Christmas Devotion: Four Winter Love Poems by Rowan Evans
A collection of four winter poems exploring devotion, longing, and the quiet magic of the season. These pieces capture the tenderness of wishing for someone’s happiness, the spark beneath the mistletoe, and the rediscovery of Christmas light through love.
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If I Choose You – A Gothic Romantic Vignette by Rowan Evans
A surreal, intimate vignette exploring the suspended moments of connection, unspoken truths, and the weight of choosing someone wholly under the moonlight.