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Poetry by Rowan Evans

Tag: modern gothic

  • Rite of Ink: Neo-Gothic Confessional Romanticism Poetry by Rowan Evans

    Rowan Evans

    Introduction
    By Roo the Poet

    🌸 (Roo bouncing around, smiling.)

    Heeey, you’re heeere!
    Haha—yes, yes, YES… you found it.

    This is messy.
    This is wild.
    This is word soup with fangs and sparkles.

    🟠 Rowan’s giggling.
    🔴 B.D.’s growling.
    🟣 Hex is lurking.

    And me?
    I’m jumping up and down, waving my little knife, spilling ink everywhere,
    laughing like a sugar‑crazed tornado in a tutu.
    Maybe I’m plotting. Maybe I’m just playing.

    Read it if you want.
    Or don’t.
    I don’t care.
    But I’ll be watching.
    Always watching.

    Digital artwork of ink spilling from a quill, forming shadowy, magical shapes with purple, crimson, and blue tones, conveying chaos and mystical energy.
    Rite of Ink visualized: words as weapons, ink as magic, and chaos wrapped in gothic beauty.

    Rite of Ink
    Poetry by Rowan Evans

    🟠 (Rowan takes center stage.)

    You say you write what you really live—
    but it reads like fantasy.
    I say I write a fantasy—
    but it reads like what I really live.

    Nobody believes what you’re saying, dawg,
    because honestly, your honesty sounds like a fraud.
    You say, this is my life though—
    and nobody buys what you’re sellin’, bro.

    I could write three poems about one conversation,
    say I made it all up, and still they see the life in it.
    You could write a whole poem about your life,
    and readers would still find lies in it.

    You could put your wife’s name in every rhyme,
    and still nobody believes she exists.
    I turn my muse into an archetype,
    and nobody questions whether she lives.

    Because my words are alive,
    and yours? Flat out lies.
    I write so well, I don’t even have to try—
    you write, and everybody asks… why?

    I could hide the woman I love’s name in plain sight…
    like Are you even reading this?
    I’m schooling you, you flunky,
    and still you think you can fuck with me?

    I live in my words,
    and they live back.
    Yours?
    Just echoes, gasping for breath.

    Let me rewind that back…
    I said I could hide her name in plain sight.
    Are you even reading this?
    I’m schooling you, you flunky,
    and still you think you can fuck with me?

    You think you’re on the same page?
    Don’t make me laugh—I’ll leave you shook.
    You’re not even in the same book.
    Don’t insult me.
    Don’t provoke me.
    Don’t test my rage.

    I’ll end up sayin’—
    B.D. get ’em.

    🔴 (B.D. steps from the shadows.)

    Bones snap. Blood goes cold.
    As the tone shifts, I enter the fold.
    My knife hums a pleasant song—
    pleasant for me, because you don’t know
    what you did wrong.

    You choke on smoke and sulfur.
    Blood curdles like spoiled milk.
    I do it for my own, homegrown culture,
    as my words cut through flesh like silk.

    Your blood like ink
    will spill across the page.
    Cold steel my pen,
    my words? Rage.

    And here comes Hex—
    she’s up next.

    🟣 (Hex materializes from nowhere.)

    Ashes to ashes, blood to blood,
    Eye of toad, and witch’s tongue.
    Tail of newt—the spell’s begun.
    You think you’re safe… so you don’t run.

    Safe is an illusion.
    When you write? A delusion.
    When I write?
    A rite.
    An earworm.
    A brain intrusion.

    I’ll twist your thoughts
    like silk spun—
    this isn’t personal,
    I’ll hex you for fun.

    So mote it be

    Step deeper into the shadows and discover the full breadth of my poetry in The Library of Ashes — an archive of ink-stained devotion, dark petals, and threshold poems that linger long after the last candle flickers. Visit The Library of Ashes →

  • Rebuild Me in Fire: A Neo-Gothic Poem of Sacred Ruin & Resurrection | Rowan Evans

    Rowan Evans

    ✦ Author’s Note ✦

    A companion to Blood Oath Between Witches, this piece is a spell of surrender and resurrection—a covenant forged between two souls unafraid to burn. It’s about sacred destruction, the devotion it takes to let someone see you shatter, and the holiness of being rebuilt in love’s fire. A poem for those who understand that ruin and reverence are often the same thing.

    Two shadowed figures surrounded by firelight and smoke, standing before a gothic altar as embers swirl between them.
    “Love remakes what it ruins. In the ashes, we are made divine again.” — Rowan Evans, Rebuild Me in Fire

    ✦ Invocation ✦

    Step close, where shadow and ember meet,
    where the night bends beneath our pulse.
    Leave fear at the threshold,
    bring only hands ready to craft and destroy.
    Here, devotion is a hammer,
    and surrender is sacred.
    Breathe the smoke, taste the ash,
    for every fragment of you is an altar waiting
    to be rebuilt in fire.

    Rebuild Me in Fire
    Poetry by Rowan Evans

    Break me, only if your hands can build temples from ruin.
    I am not afraid to shatter—
    glass is only dangerous when it’s left unclaimed.

    I will become the shape your soul remembers,
    if you promise to meet me there,
    where devotion bleeds into becoming.

    Unmake me, if you must—
    but do it gently,
    and with reverence.

    I will burn down everything I was
    to stand beside you in the dark,
    our sparks writing scripture across the smoke.

    You’ll be my ruin,
    and I’ll be your resurrection.
    Together, we’ll call it love—
    and the world…

    The world will call it blasphemy.

    ✦ Benediction ✦

    May the fire that consumes leave only sacred stone,
    the ruins of what once was,
    molded into the shape of us.
    May every crack, every scar, every ember
    be a hymn, a memory, a covenant.
    Walk forward, you and I,
    rebuilt, unafraid, eternal in the quiet heat
    of what only we have dared to call love.

    The Companion Piece

    [Blood Oath Between Witches | Dark Poetry by Rowan Evans]
    A dark, intoxicating poem of devotion, desire, and mystical bonds. Blood Oath Between Witches by Rowan Evans explores the sacred intensity of connection, lust, and reverence in a world of shadowed flames.

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