This piece is about the space between independence and intimacy. About wanting without needing, and how that can sometimes feel scarier than either extreme.
It isn’t a confession or a plea—it’s an acknowledgement. Of fear, of feeling and of the quiet hope that choosing someone doesn’t mean losing yourself.
— Rowan Evans
Wanting someone doesn’t have to mean losing yourself.
Not a Need Poetry by Rowan Evans
Sometimes it’s hard for me to say what I feel.
Sometimes I just want to close my mouth, and not let a peep out.
Sometimes I have so much I want to say, but…
I’m scared.
I’m terrified. Honestly, I’m overwhelmed.
Overwhelmed by how much you make me feel. By how much I want…
You.
It’s not a need, I’m just fine on my own. But maybe, with you,
This poem is about the difference between performance and presence. About words that are used to impress versus words that are spoken because they are true. I wrote this for the kind of connection that doesn’t need charm, tricks, or grand gestures—only honesty and attention.
Quietly Rearrangedis about how real affection doesn’t demand change, but inspires it. How being genuinely seen can shift the way you stand in the world without ever asking you to move. It’s a reminder that the most powerful influence someone can have on us is simply being who they are—openly, softly, and without pretense.
Some people speak to gain. Some people speak to give. This poem knows the difference.
Real connection doesn’t demand change—it quietly inspires it.
Quietly Rearranged Poetry by Rowan Evans
I’m not a charmer,
I don’t work with snakes—
I say fuck fakes.
I’m a truth‑teller,
and my words
are worth
a fortune.
He says sweet nothings
that are actually nothing—
just words in costume,
trying to gain things.
I whisper sweet nothings
and twist them into somethings.
I’ll say every thought
of what you mean to me.
So go ahead—put me on the spot,
I’ll talk
until you tell me to stop.
Alright—so here I go.
What do I like about you?
Your eyes.
Your smile.
The way your voice softens
when you laugh,
when you say my name
it becomes the softest sound.
And your personality?
Second to none.
It’s the way your existence
quietly rearranges me.
Makes me want to stand straighter,
choose better,
reach further—
not because you asked,
but because you exist.