Tag: intensity

  • Author’s Note

    Made for the Burn is a meditation on intensity, desire, and the kind of connection that ignites something raw inside us. It’s about falling—not gently, not cautiously—but fully into the heat of someone who challenges, awakens, and reshapes the self. This poem honors the fire in others, but more importantly it honors the fire in my muse, and the courage it takes to sit close to it without fear.

    Rowan Evans


    A person standing near a blazing fire, their face illuminated by the flames, symbolizing passion, intensity, and the courage to embrace desire.
    “Sitting close to the fire—embracing intensity, desire, and the lessons only heat can teach.

    Made for the Burn
    Poetry by Rowan Evans

    I fell for her. No parachute.
    I fell for her for the fire,
    not the soft or the sweet.
    I was made for the burn,
    for every lesson heat could teach.

    She struck the match just by speaking—
    a spark in the dark that lit the fire of my yearning.
    And I never wanted gentle anyway.
    I wanted the blaze that strips you clean,
    the truth that hurts before it heals.

    She lit my shadows softly,
    laughed the fear right out of me.
    I didn’t choose the falling,
    but I chose the way I landed—
    open palms, open heart, unbroken faith.

    But it’s no delusion, I know she’s not mine,
    and it’s fine, ’cause I told her I’m not leaving.
    I’d be damned if I didn’t stay—
    ‘Cause I’m no liar,
    so I sit as close as I can to her fire.

    Feel the warmth brush against my skin,
    it’s the only thing that makes me feel alive.
    It’s like a drug coursing through my veins,
    I feel it inside—it’s what she does to me,
    and she does it beautifully,
    without even trying.


    For more of my poems, explore the Library of Ashes—a curated collection of work that dives into desire, darkness, and devotion.

  • Author’s Note

    This poem is a surrender to fire and control, an exploration of desire and the delicious tension between breaking and rising. It is not a confession, but an invocation of intensity—body, mind, and soul.


    Darkly romantic figure enveloped in red and black fabrics, flames swirling around them, eyes closed in surrender, set against a stormy twilight sky.
    “Surrender to the fire, and rise.” – HxNightshade, Ruined & Rising

    Invocation

    I call the storm of sensation,
    the ache of longing,
    the fire that demands surrender.
    Come forth, reader—
    feel the pulse,
    feel the rise,
    feel the release.


    Ruined & Rising
    Poetry by HxNightshade

    I wrap myself in need…
    I ache to bleed—
    to be unraveled…
    just to be undone by you.

    Let me taste your fire…
    let it lick my skin…
    let it scorch the nerves beneath my pulse…
    let it fuel my desire—
    as you watch me rise…
    higher…
    higher still.

    Hands on my throat…
    squeeze tighter…
    feel me gasp,
    feel me tremble.

    This isn’t a game…
    this isn’t a joke…
    I want you…
    all of you…
    in full, unrelenting control.

    On my knees…
    begging, please…
    pleading for release…
    for the heat…
    for the storm…
    for the way you make me ache
    and ache again.

    Go ahead—
    just tease me.
    Push me…
    pull me…
    watch me fracture and fly.

    Every shiver… every sigh…
    your fire sears through me.
    Every glance… every touch…
    I am yours…
    completely…
    without restraint.

    And as I rise…
    higher…
    higher…
    your gaze anchors me
    even as my body forgets itself
    in the delicious torment
    you command.


    Benediction

    May the flames that consume and elevate guide you.
    May the ache you witness awaken your own pulse.
    Carry the memory of heat and ascent.


    Journey into the Hexverse

    The Twisted Daughter of Sappho | Hex Nightshade
    A shadow-slick daughter of Sappho, untamed and reverent, exploring devotion that burns like candle wax on bare skin. A poem of sacred ruin, feral fidelity, and intoxicating desire.

    Hymns & Heresy II: Devotion Draped in Black | Hex Nightshade
    A midnight liturgy of devotion and surrender—where worship is whispered in shadow, every heartbeat a hymn, and the Queen reigns in velvet flame.

    Spellbound | Rowan Evans
    A dark, intoxicating poem of desire and devotion—Spellbound is an invocation of fire, blood, and forbidden magic. Rowan Evans crafts a ritualistic experience of passion, soul, and unbroken vows.

  • Wrath ignites like wildfire. This sonnet captures the consuming power of anger and the destructive blaze of vengeance.


    Figure surrounded by storm and fire – illustration for Wrath sonnet.
    Wrath – the fifth of the 7 Deadly Sonnets by Rowan Evans, exploring fury and vengeance.

    7 Deadly Sonnets
    Wrath

    A tempest rages deep within my veins,
    A fury fierce, unyielding, set alight;
    Each heartbeat hammers, bound by blood-stained chains,
    With vengeance locked behind my teeth tonight.

    I am the storm, the howl, the broken flame,
    The lightning bolt that strikes without regret,
    And scorches all who dare to speak my name,
    As wrath consumes my heart with deadly debt.

    The taste of anger, bitter and so raw,
    A poison coiled and ready for release,
    But vengeance only feeds what hatred saw,
    A fire that neither soothes nor brings me peace.

    In wrath, I am consumed, a beast unchained,
    By fire’s touch, my soul’s forever stained.


    The 7 Deadly Sonnets

    I. Lust
    My pulse quickens at each whispered breath, desires draping the air like silken chains. ‘Lust,’ the first of the 7 Deadly Sonnets, explores the fevered, consuming hunger that blurs the lines between passion and peril.

    II. Gluttony
    ‘Gluttony’ devours more than food—it consumes the soul. The second of the 7 Deadly Sonnets explores endless craving, the hunger for excess, and the void it leaves behind.

    III. Greed
    ‘Greed’ reveals the hunger that is never sated—the clutching hands, the endless thirst for more, and the hollowness left behind. The third of the 7 Deadly Sonnets.

    IV. Sloth
    ‘Sloth’ captures the quiet paralysis of apathy, the weight of inaction, and the suffocating stillness that can consume the soul. The fourth of the 7 Deadly Sonnets.