Tag: feeling stuck

  • Author’s Note

    There’s a difference between being lost… and being aware that you’re lost.

    This piece comes from that second place.

    Where you can see the distance between where you are and where you feel like you’re meant to be—but something in you still won’t move.

    It’s not loud. It’s not dramatic.

    It’s quieter than that.

    A kind of exhaustion that sits in your chest and lingers in your thoughts—while the world keeps going like nothing’s wrong.

    And you’re left there… knowing you’re meant for more, but not knowing how to reach it.

    Rowan Evans


    Person standing still on a shoreline at dusk, symbolizing feeling stuck and disconnected from life.
    Knowing you’re meant for more… but not knowing how to move.

    Quiet Devastation
    Poetry by Rowan Evans

    I’ve been lost—
    wandering.
    I know,
    I’ve said that before.

    I’ve probably
    said it a lot.

    Wandering—
    through mental rot,
    every thought
    enough to make you stop.

    Out of sync
    with the world
    around me.

    Hand on my chest,
    I pledge
    to the nonsense.

    Exasperated sighs—
    you can see
    how tired I am
    just by looking
    in my eyes.

    It’s a quiet
    devastation—
    to be stuck in place,
    and know
    you’re destined for more.

    As my mind wanders,
    my feet stay stuck—
    glued to a shore
    that’s never felt
    less like home.


    If you’re interested in more poetry, you can find it here → [The Library of Ashes]

  • Author’s Note

    Some urgency doesn’t come from the outside.

    It builds quietly—over time—until one day it feels like you’ve already waited too long.

    This piece starts with something familiar, almost playful. But underneath that rhythm is something more real:

    the feeling that staying where you are isn’t neutral—it’s costing you something.

    And eventually, that feeling turns into movement.

    Not because you’re ready.

    But because you can’t afford not to be.

    Rowan Evans


    Person running through a surreal landscape with a distorted clock symbolizing urgency and escape.
    Some realizations don’t arrive gently—they show up as urgency.

    Late for My Escape
    Poetry by Rowan Evans

    Like the rabbit
    running through wonderland—
    I’m late…

    I’m late.

    I’m late
    for a very important date—

    my escape.


    If you’re interested in more poetry, you can find it here → [The Library of Ashes]

  • Author’s Note

    There’s a difference between feeling stuck… and being somewhere you were never meant to stay.

    For a long time, I couldn’t tell which one I was experiencing.

    It felt like I was standing still—like something in my life wasn’t moving forward, like I was waiting for a shift that never came. But the more I sat with that feeling, the more it started to change.

    It stopped feeling like stillness.

    And started feeling like resistance.

    This piece comes from that realization.

    That sometimes the discomfort isn’t because you’re lost—
    it’s because something in you is trying to move, and you haven’t let it yet.

    Not every path is meant to be walked on solid ground.

    Some of them ask you to trust the pull…
    and step into something uncertain.

    Rowan Evans


    Person walking into the ocean at sunset symbolizing following a personal path and embracing change.
    Some of us aren’t meant to stay on land—we’re meant to follow the tide wherever it leads.

    Where the Tide Calls Me
    Poetry by Rowan Evans

    Do you ever feel stuck?
    Like you could stand on the ledge,
    overlooking everything
    and just scream—

    Do you ever feel
    you’re all out of luck?
    No matter how hard you try,
    it’s still a struggle to get by.

    Like the shores
    you walk,
    were never your own.

    The waves would talk,
    whispering of home.
    A land far away
    from where I was born.

    The world keeps saying
    this is where I belong,
    but the sea says otherwise.

    So I—
    wade into the waves,
    praying for better days,
    searching for a new place.

    Eyes focused.

    Ears turned
    and listening.

    I used to feel stuck—
    like the ledge was the only place
    I could breathe.

    But now,
    with the water rising around my feet,
    I finally understand:

    I was never meant
    to stand above the world
    and scream.

    I was meant
    to follow the tide.

    I walk deeper,
    letting the water rise—
    because some of us
    aren’t called
    to stay on land.

    And when the waves call—
    I answer.

    Not with fear,
    not with doubt,
    but with the quiet certainty
    that home
    is not where I started…

    but where the tide
    is pulling me.


    Journey into the Hexverse!

    [I Was Already On My Way]
    What if the places that call to you aren’t random? I Was Already On My Way explores identity, travel, and the realization that some paths have been forming long before we recognize them.

    [121° East]
    A single line of longitude becomes something more—a reflection of distance, identity, and the quiet decision to become who you were always meant to be.

    [The Quiet Inside the Noise]
    What happens when a restless mind finally quiets—not by silence, but by focusing on one person? The Quiet Inside the Noise explores love, fixation, and finding calm in connection.

    If you’re interested in more poetry, you can find it here → [The Library of Ashes]