Tag: Roses & Ruin

  • Author’s Note

    Every rebellion begins as a prayer whispered into darkness.

    Mary Cast a Little Hex is the solitary hymn — a woman standing before her altar of ruin, choosing power over apology. She is the patron saint of the unrepentant, the quiet spark that lights the rebellion.

    Ring Around the Rose Bush is her echo, multiplied — the chorus of daughters who rose from her ashes, the feral bloom of a world reborn through wrath and grace. It is a hymn for every heretic heart that refuses to kneel.

    Together, these poems are a Witch’s Gospel: a scripture of survival and sanctified rage.

    To burn and still bloom — that is the miracle.
    To be called “too much” and still rise — that is the magic.

    May every word be a spell,
    and every reader, a flame.

    Rowan Evans


    A gothic garden at midnight with black roses and candles, a lone female figure standing near a stone altar, mist and embers swirling around.
    From ashes bloom dark petals — the witch’s gospel in motion.

    Mary Cast a Little Hex
    Poetry by Rowan Evans
    (Written June 28th, 2025)

    Mary cast a little hex,
    The altar cold as stone—
    A whisper stitched from thorn and wax,
    A prayer she made alone.

    She didn’t weep. She didn’t kneel.
    She bit the moon instead—
    And carved her name in shadows deep,
    Where angels fear to tread.

    They called her “witch” with tongues of ash,
    Their blessings laced with blame.
    But Mary burned like prophecy—
    Too holy for their shame.

    Her heart was made of comet dust,
    Her breath a velvet flame.
    She kissed the wind and it obeyed,
    Then vanished with no name.

    And now the stars recall her sigh,
    The dark hums with her spell.
    Each midnight bloom, each broken clock
    Still rings the chapel bell.

    She walks in dreams of restless girls
    Who ache, but do not bend—
    Their lashes lit with embers red,
    Their laughter sharp at end.

    Now every hex, each whispered spell,
    Still bears her rebel mark—
    A kiss of ink, a flame of hope,
    A torch lit in the dark.


    Ring Around the Rose Bush
    Poetry by Rowan Evans
    (Written June 29th, 2025)

    Ring around the rose bush,
    A pocket full of thorns—
    Ashes to ashes,
    Patriarchy drags us into scorn.

    Whispers crawl beneath cracked lips,
    Where shadows breed and plots conspire,
    They wear their crowns of rotten bone,
    And feed us poison from the pyre.

    We dance in ruins, blackened bells,
    Singing songs they tried to smother,
    Our bones break glass beneath their heels,
    Our fury is a mother.

    Ring around the rose bush,
    We spin through smoke and flame—
    Ashes choke the blackening sky,
    But from these ashes, we carve our name.

    They bury us beneath cold earth,
    Try to silence every scream,
    But roots of rage twist deep and dark,
    Bursting forth like a fevered dream.

    We are the thorn inside the rose,
    The wound that will not heal,
    A reckoning dressed in midnight,
    The truth they cannot steal.

    Ring around the rose bush,
    A pocket full of spite—
    Ashes to ashes,
    We rise again to fight.

    So let the gardens rot and fall,
    Let the halls grow cold and bare,
    From the cracks, new roses bloom—
    Dark petals soaked in dare.


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  • Author’s Note

    If the first vow was silence, this one is surrender.
    It’s the echo that follows devotion — love as burden willingly shouldered, as ache freely chosen.
    Where the first vow offered peace, this one offers endurance.

    It’s the second breath of a promise I never meant to make out loud — that I would take the weight from the shoulders of the one I love, not because I’m strong enough, but because I must. Because love, in its truest form, is not selfless — it is shared suffering, shared salvation.

    I meant every word of the first vow.
    And this one, too.

    Rowan Evans, Neo‑Gothic Confessional Romanticism


    A candle flickers beside a handwritten journal, symbolizing devotion, endurance, and emotional surrender.
    “Love is not selfless — it is shared suffering, shared salvation.” — Rowan Evans

    I Love You (Enough to Break Willingly)
    Poetry by Rowan Evans

    To let the ink run dry,
    that’s what I said.
    I’d give my voice
    for your smile.
    And I meant it too.

    But even more than that,
    I’d break willingly for you.

    Give me the weight,
    the pressure that you carry.
    I’ll hoist it on my back,
    I’ll walk with you.
    Let your steps be lighter,
    let your mind find ease for a while.

    I’d carry it all,
    even if it breaks me.
    ‘Cause I’d break willingly…

    This is the second vow—
    that I’ll never say outloud,
    but still I’ll prove it…
    I’ll prove it, somehow.
    If it meant your life was a breeze,
    I’d let it pull me to my knees.
    I’d bend and break for you.

    Even more than that,
    I’d break willingly.


    The Silent Vows

    I Love You (Enough to Go Silent)
    A vow written in ink and silence — a confession of love so deep it would sacrifice its own voice to spare another’s tears. “I Love You (Enough to Go Silent)” is a Neo-Gothic devotion from Rowan Evans, where the act of not speaking becomes the loudest declaration of love.

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  • Author’s Note

    With the first two Slim & Shady pieces, I played with wordplay, rhythm, and a mischievous flirtation with language itself. Roses & Ruin takes that foundation and dives headlong into the shadows, folding the rapid-fire energy of those earlier works into the Gothic, the dark, and the confessional.

    This is a piece where internal rhymes twist like thorns, where each line is a pulse, a heartbeat in the night, and where the mischief of my previous Slim & Shady experiments meets the obsidian corridors of my usual poetic terrain. Here, puns give way to petals and ruin, shadows curl around syllables, and devotion bleeds into obsession.

    If the first two pieces were an introduction, consider this a full plunge: a labyrinthine descent into word, darkness, and the chaos that sits at the heart of desire, grief, and art itself.

    Rowan Evans


    Gothic roses and ink-drenched shadows, evoking dark romance and twisted wordplay.
    Where shadows whisper and roses bleed—Slim & Shady III: Roses & Ruin

    Slim & Shady III: Roses & Ruin
    Poetry by Rowan Evans

    I’m slim, I’m shady, velvet knives in the mist,
    Roses drip ruin, each petal a clenched fist.
    Thorns lace the tongue, venom drips in the rhyme,
    Darkness cavorts, tick-tock, tick-tock, time.

    Whispers coil like serpents in cathedral halls,
    Shadows in mirrors, fractured, jagged, they crawl.
    Heartbeats stutter, syncopated with decay,
    Every breath a requiem, night swallows day.

    I lace my obsessions, fold chaos in ink,
    Every line a razor, every word makes you think.
    Grief in triple-time, pain in quadruple beats,
    I rhyme like a demon dancing in hidden streets.

    Velvet grief hums under ribcage’s dome,
    Each syllable a coffin, each pause a tombstone.
    I sip on the night, swallow shadows for fun,
    Petals, blood, and ruin—my work never done.

    Lust for the language, hunger for sound,
    I’m cathedral and crypt, where despair is crowned.
    Roses wilt, thorns pierce, devotion decays,
    Ink spits apocalypse in midnight arrays.

    I fold agony neat, crease it with care,
    Coffin of verses, Gothic despair.
    My love’s a phantom, a tremor, a scar,
    A blackened ballet beneath a cold, distant star.

    Breathless, reckless, pun-dripped and sly,
    I’m the whisper, the scream, the unshed sigh.
    Roses & ruin, I bloom while I break,
    Every rhyme a storm, every line a stake.

    Caged obsessions, shadow’s delight,
    I spin the chaos, ignite the night.
    Slim & shady, not Marshall, still true,
    I bend words to ruin, I bleed them for you.

    Cathedral of syllables, labyrinth of sound,
    Each echo a shiver, each verse underground.
    So kneel in the rhythm, drown in the spree,
    I am Gothic devotion, Roses & Ruin, fully free.


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    If you are interested in reading the whole series, find it here: The Slim & Shady Series