Tag: tide symbolism

  • Author’s Note

    Poetry has never been a place I go to behave.

    For me, language is something to climb through, rearrange, break apart, rebuild, and occasionally weaponize for the sake of a really bad joke. Mythology and symbolism are still part of that world, but they aren’t walls I hide behind anymore—they’re architecture. They give the imagination somewhere to live while the poet underneath it keeps revealing himself, piece by piece.

    The Playground (Language, Metaphors and More) is an invitation into that space.

    It is part creative philosophy, part victory lap, part conversation with the page—and, naturally, part terrible knock-knock joke. Because if I’ve spent twenty-three years turning language into a playground, I’m going to play.

    — Rowan Evans


    A poet walks through a surreal playground built from an open notebook, surrounded by ravens, moonlight, roses, mythology, and flowing ink.
    The page isn’t a cage. It’s a playground—and I’ve brought my own rules.

    The Playground (Language, Metaphors and More)
    Poetry by Rowan Evans

    I sat down—
    with the intent to write,
    had a lot of ideas
    on my mind tonight—
    like what if the moon
    was a witness?

    And the tide a guide through
    the emotional current
    in the room—
    but that’s just if I
    went the route
    of mythology,
    symbolism—
    and everything
    I used to hide behind.

    That’s not how I use it now—

    it’s still my mythology,
    symbolic architecture—

    giving my words texture—

    but I don’t
    hide behind it—
    I use it now,
    to show the art of me,
    getting to the deeper
    heart of me—
    not the whole picture,
    just a small part of me.

    I’ve been doing this
    for twenty-three
    years and counting—
    and I’m definitely
    not on my way out now—
    I’ll hit my second, third,
    fourth and fifth wind,
    any day now—
    I’ve turned language
    into my fucking playground—
    everything is a game now.
    Just conversating
    with the page now—
    I’m done pretending,
    like I don’t write flames now—
    poetry’s royalty,
    I’m taking my crown now—
    and I think it’s time you all
    bow down—
    look I’m going to make a joke,
    turn into a clown now.

    Why don’t we slow down?
    I’ll tell you that joke now—

    Knock, Knock—

    who’s there?

    Disa—

    Disa-who?

    Disa-me? I disa-you—

    with a line so mean
    you’ll want to disappear,
    wish you were never here—

    here’s a warning, dear:

    If you see my ravens,
    perched upon your lawn—

    it’s an omen—

    you are already gone.


    Journey into the Hexverse

    [The Metaphor Machine]
    A poem that takes apart its own machinery as it runs—breaking lines, breaking thoughts, and following metaphors from moonlight to tides, oceans, shorelines, and city streets.

    [Confession or Cap?]
    A sharp and playful look at the line between confession and exaggeration, where a nice poet admits that their pen sometimes talks a little too much shit—and occasionally sets the page on fire.

    If you’re interested in more poetry, you can find it here → [The Library of Ashes]

  • Author’s Note

    Dreaming Wrong came from the strange feeling of being inside a dream that looks familiar but somehow isn’t yours. The moon is still there. The path is still recognizable. The water is still waiting—but everything has been rearranged just enough to make the entire landscape feel wrong.

    I wanted to play with that feeling of dream logic: the moment when your mind recognizes the pieces but realizes they no longer fit together. The ocean becomes a pond, the tide disappears, the moon loses its reflection, and even the heavens become impossible to navigate.

    For me, the unsettling part isn’t that the dream is frightening. It’s that it feels incorrect. Like waking life has been reconstructed by someone who knows what everything is supposed to look like—but doesn’t quite understand what it means.

    Sometimes the strangest dreams aren’t nightmares.

    Sometimes they’re simply dreaming wrong.

    — Rowan Evans


    A surreal nighttime landscape where a person kneels beside a dark pond beneath a pale moon with no reflection in the water.
    Sometimes the nightmare isn’t frightening—it is simply familiar enough to feel wrong.

    Dreaming Wrong
    Poetry by Rowan Evans

    I slipped from waking life,
    drifted into night—
    but it felt different,
    like the imagery wasn’t right.

    The moon looked paler than usual,
    so I asked if she was sick—
    of course, she didn’t answer back.
    But I followed the same paths
    that I had many nights before.

    I walked along
    until I hit the edge of the—

    pond?

    Where was the ocean at,
    where was the shore—
    and why couldn’t I
    feel the tide anymore?

    Everything felt off there.

    I was on my knees,
    staring at the water—
    where was the shimmer,
    I couldn’t see the reflection
    of the moon—

    I looked straight ahead,
    and the silence seemed
    to stretch further.

    Then my eyes looked to the sky
    and I realized that I couldn’t
    map the path across the heavens.

    It’s like as soon my head hit the pillow—
    I entered somebody else’s mind,
    because nothing about this
    felt like mine—

    I was dreaming wrong.

    That’s the only thing
    that can explain,
    what was going on.


    Journey into the Hexverse…

    [Beach to Beach (How I Get There)]
    A dream becomes a journey between familiar shores and unfamiliar cities in Beach to Beach (How I Get There), a poem about imagined travel, ocean crossings, longing, and the places we hope to someday reach while awake.

    [Where the Metaphors Lead]
    Some truths are easier to write than they are to say aloud. “Where the Metaphors Lead” explores the quiet space between dreams, confession, and the courage it takes to let another person know how deeply they’ve become woven into your inner world.

    [The World Shifted Around Us]
    The world transformed around us—beach, city streets, jungle—but we never moved. Sometimes love isn’t found in words, but in the quiet certainty of someone remaining clear while everything else fades.

    [The Streets I Walk When I Sleep]
    “The Streets I Walk When I Sleep” is a deeply intimate free verse poem about recurring dreams, emotional connection, longing across distance, and the strange feeling of remembering places and moments that have never happened in waking life.

    [Across the Page-cific]
    A playful, autobiographical journey through the strange places poetry can take me—from sandwich heartbreak and pasta diss poems to gothic monsters, mythology, ravens, ghosts, and storms across the page. Beneath the absurdity is something deeply personal: the realization that writing gave me a way to rebuild myself, piece by piece.

    If you’re interested in more poetry, you can find it here → [The Library of Ashes]