Tag: memory

  • Author’s Note

    Some people leave, but their weather stays.
    This poem is not about loss—it is about endurance, memory,
    and the quiet strength it takes to remain standing
    when the storm remembers everything.


    A lone figure standing beneath storm clouds, symbolizing memory, endurance, and emotional survival.
    Some people leave, but their weather stays.

    I Am the Storm That Remembers
    Poetry by Rowan Evans

    Everyone comes into our lives for a reason,
    but some are only meant for a season.
    Then the weather changes,
    and they begin to drift.
    It may not hit like an immediate shift,
    it may slowly unfold and fade.

    Yet even as they go,
    their footprints linger,
    like sunlight caught in the corner of a room,
    warm but unreachable.

    For me, memories swirl
    like storm clouds roiling overhead,
    thunder rolling through my chest,
    lightning flashing their faces,
    voices cutting through the wind—
    too sharp to ignore, too loud to forget.

    I try to run.
    I try to close the windows,
    pull the shutters tight.
    But the storm is patient.
    It seeps through cracks,
    slips under doors,
    lingers in the spaces I thought I’d cleared.

    Rain falls in shards,
    drenches my quiet moments,
    washes over laughter I can’t recover,
    drowns the footprints of the ones who left.
    And yet, in the chaos,
    there is a strange kind of clarity:
    the storm remembers,
    and so do I.

    I wish I could let it go,
    to be like them—
    so quick to forget,
    so light in the sun.
    But I am not.
    I am the storm’s echo,
    the residue of seasons past,
    and somehow, I carry their weight
    and my own,
    and I am still here,
    breathing,
    walking,
    storm-beaten but alive.


    If you’re looking for more poetry, you can find it here: [The Library of Ashes]

  • Author’s Note

    Some experiences leave marks that cannot be erased. Some truths are shouted silently in the shadowed corners of memory.

    Echoes of Reality is my attempt to give voice to a time I was silenced, to the confusion and pain that lingered long after the moments themselves. This piece does not seek comfort or closure—it seeks acknowledgment. It is a testament to survival, to remembering, and to insisting that my reality is my own.

    Read with care, and hold space for the truth it carries.


    Moody, dimly lit room with shadows and a journal, representing reflection on trauma and survival.
    Echoes of Reality – a poetic testament to memory, trauma, and survival.

    Echoes of Reality
    Poetry by Rowan Evans

    Have you heard somber words spoken,
    and felt the cold touch of trauma?
    Because I know the confusion caused
    by their cold invalidation,
    the questioning of reality,
    like did it really happen—
    the way I’m remembering?

    Their touches, unwanted,
    but that’s not what they’ll tell you,
    gaslighting, rewriting,
    reality to confuse and manipulate,
    to keep you questioning,
    did that really happen—
    the way I’m remembering?

    You try and get away,
    but it follows, always advancing,
    unwanted, it was unwanted,
    but that’s not what they tell you,
    until eventually, even you’ll believe,
    it didn’t really happen—
    the way you’re remembering.

    It’s been years, so why do I still feel them,
    why is my skin not coming clean?
    If it never happened,
    why does it replay in my darkest dreams,
    why does the nightmare keep repeating,
    if it never happened—
    the way I’m remembering?

    I’ve struggled through the dark,
    trying to resurface, but I’m lost here,
    I’m stuck in this place,
    it endlessly replays
    and still, I keep questioning,
    are these even memories?
    But why would I make it up,
    for what?

    My eyes are open, now I see,
    this was my reality,
    it happened, you can’t say it didn’t,
    because it happened to me,
    I lived it.
    I felt it.
    And I know,
    it happened exactly—
    as I’m remembering.